So, I've been gone for a long time. I felt perhaps I owed some people who watched me an explanation of where I went and what happened.
In short summary, shit that had been boiling for years finally spilled over and everything changed, I lost almost everything I had and knew and for a while I was in a pretty dark place. I'm getting better now, I'm slowly working to bring myself back to who I was over a decade ago. That person was happy, free and confident. I want to explain as well, what happened and where I was at that time was no particular person's fault. It was an end to the first act of the play - and the show must go on.
I am back in Canada, back with my family, and I owe so so many people some huge thank yous for being so strong for me when I did not have the strength to even get up. These people know who I am, and I love and appreciate all of them so, so much.
I have made a new deviantart account, so come check me out there.